Welp, it seems like i found my calling again and it ain't gonna be anything like what I've been doing so far. Been feeling this way for a long time and working towards understanding the what and why of it, but after I've completed my little phase of "testing the waters" and figuring out what my problem with everything is, i think it is now time to go, unless something compels me to come back to this account/name/etc.

Adios nerds.