Everything is honestly insanely stressful and it feels like if i don't make things work I'll be damned to oblivion, but if i make things work, i would have saved myself completely from whatever would come next being in my situation.

I need to get myself away from everything around me irl. It's been going on for years, killing me slowly. I don't have much time left, but I'm not leaving empty handed. I'm so close, and i only have a few more steps to take. Let's hope i make the right ones...

That aside, have any of you been having a good time with life? Is anyone else doing better?