I'm starting to feel like i want a fresh start under a new name if I'm going to be making anything new, because right now, as much as i treat this page like a little "thought dump" where i occasionally also share things, I'm also kind of wanting to take things seriously a bit more and i have a hard time wanting to on this account/name.

The only problem i have with it is that i don't feel like my future vision of "what might be" aligns with what i have done now and continue to do. Not that it's bad, just that it's "out of sync" with how I'm changing. To put into simple terms, this account feels like looking at a vaporwave phase from 10 years ago. Which is a sweet thought, very nostalgic, but simply not the same as what i would be in the present.

Anyone that has been following my art (none of you, thankfully. Which gives me the justification to explain) will notice that my style is shifting, i haven't made a single game this year and I'm perpetually busy. But the truth is, I'm simply not very enticed to do anything in the same style you'd expect from me.

Hell, I've learned skills that i didn't even showcase or mention on the internet ever. Like making (decent) music, setting up freeBSD, cyber security, graphics programming, Java (i don't even remember why) and a bunch of C++ libraries for software dev projects, read several body language/psychology books and learned some very deep meditation practices to the point where I'm consistently good at it, aside from even larger and more important changes in real life from the emotional to the physical sphere and even the career and environment I'm in. I'm not bragging either, I'm simply trying to demonstrate that none of this was a thing i did when i started this account.

Of course though - and in closing - I'm not deleting this account or anything on it. Hell, I'm not even abandoning it. I'm just sharing yet another "brain fart" in my "thought dump" because i felt like it.

And in summary, moving on and changing is a normal part of life and this is one of those stages for me.

Love y'all, even though most of you won't say it back and that breaks my heart ;(